on a hiatus

as the title says it, I will be on hiatus. Off to goldcoast and byron bay from mon-tue and possibly wednesday.

exams were over. now what's left is that sense of hope that I will be able to graduate. Pretty certain that all the papers were alright except for Europe..damnit!

will post the post-exam party pics once i got a hold of it. Yes, esther and 'keane', I saw the most unglam pic of me in a trashed like hell state.

Came back from Coldplay today. What can I say? AWESOME!!!!!! I was just 3 lines away from the front. So near that I could see Chris Martin's boogers. Best concert ever!!!

that's all, till then my friends =)

Dear Fairy Godmother

nothing much to blog about these days. I am still in a dire need to find that vortex to suck me out of this dreadful state of mine.

With the wonders of 'E-Bay', I'm surprised they do not sell some kinda 'magic' to slack and still ace those blardy papers. For I really could use a fairy godmother right now. Every night I prayed and wished that you would appear before me..WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!!

You appeared before that bloody cow called Cinderella just so that she can go to some 'atas' ball. And you gratified her wish even though she is materialistic, for obviously she wants to be rich. BITCH! I on the other hand just want to blardy graduate. Evidently I'm in a more 'sorry-ass' state. COME QUICK LARH CHEEBAI!!!

I gave up hope on Santa when that cheapo-charlie gave me a set of pen from the 'mama' shop when I was 10 (wait a minute, that was my sister). Tooth fairy never got her ass at my place, despite leaving my tooth for 5 days till it degenerates and my pillow smelled funky. Now YOU!!! The world is a wretched place to live in, I tell you. *sighz*

But for now, goodbye social life, say hello to reclusive state. *whimpers*

of contradiction and denial

quote from esther today

i am anti smoking but i like sheesha.
I don't think I'm a hypocrite though

right esther..if that rocks your boat *grinz*


Had my 1st paper today. I think I butchered it, no thanks to Japan vs Australia. Nuff' said.


i seriously feel like kicking my ass right now.

succumbing to temptations

Swotvac (study week) has thrown been throwing me with an array of temptation. I feel as though I am being pulled left and right to do everything but study. Voices in my head are often ringing

"bed, bed, bed"
"world cup, world cup, world, cup"
"big brother, big brother, big brother"
"smoke break, smoke break, smoke break"
"internet, internet, internet"

At times like these, I wish those voices were my mom's constant nagging instead "OI! Go and study larh! ( followed by a string of 5-10mins repetitive, high-pitched nagging session).

It doesn't help that its raining now whilst I am typing this. It doesn’t help that winter is never a productive studying-season. It doesn’t help that I am imbued with a short attention span. It doesn't help that I ALWAYS cave in to my temptations.

On another different note, Esther Quek publicised my email for everyone on her multiply (click) to see. How very embarrassing as the email contains me taking a stab at my egoistic self. So now, I am burrowing a hole to recluse this shy, introverted and reserved self.

Fuck! What the hell am I doing here? I am supposed to be studying!!
Portugal vs England at 10pm. To watch or not to watch?

davy jones

I am way behind my studying schedule. The exasperated part of me wants to just drop everything and snuggle within the comforts of my doonah. The kancheong part of me insists to keep studying even though the motor that runs this brain has been flat out of batteries.

Somehow, I’m bent towards the exasperated bit. Damn!

Anyway, it was Davy's 24th yesterday (06-06-06). Celebration was a blessing, as I desperately need that break from my studying routine.

I don’t normally do this on my blog, but given that you have no freaking Friendster (thus I can't leave a testimonial for you), here's what I have to say:

So here's to that lousy friend; who always manages to turn the tables on me, ridiculing me with no mercy, peppering me with a heap load of names, etc. But beneath all those, a great friend who I know I can count on, who reads me like an open book (that's scary), who will voluntarily spare me with 50 cents (should I need some change), who tells me that i look like Edison Chen (haha) and who makes me laugh till no end.

Happy 24th Cheebai
4, 5 & 6

have you seen my childhood?

leaving uni equals to finding a job

finding a job equals to growing up

growing up equals to no more of this

or this

but I don't want to grow up, I want to be a Toys"R"us kid.

The chase for that golden scroll

Yesterday marks the last day of teaching week. Yesterday marks the completion of attending lectures/tutorials in the span of 1 1/2 years at UQ. Yesterday I sat at the Great Court for perhaps the last time; my favourite place in UQ.

The Great Court will always hold a special place in my heart. Spending time alone during my breaks, under the shady trees, with coffee, cigarettes and my lunch in tow. More often than not, with a few close friends, wasting our time as the world zooms by.

Sadness seems to be the over-arching emotion for now, as I know in due time, I will be leaving this place, that for 1 1/2years, I have called home. Sadness lies in the fact the close network of friends that I have developed will soon be separated. Sadness prevails from the thoughts of re-entering the rat race again. Sadness stems from knowing that exams are soon to come, damnit!

Enough of my ranting, here's some pics taken to commemorate the last week of uni.

ok that's all..TO STUDY I MUST!!!!