losing my mojo

im lagging big time.

i need someone to kick my ass right now. i refuse to be mediocre, yet my efforts scream lacklustre. I am not in the best frame of mind to do any work. I know this sounds like an excuse given I've blamed it on my state of health some time back, but they are valid excuses.

I refuse to be like everyone else. As much as i hate to admit it, i am extremely competitive. I hate to lose. But realistically, I know the reports I am about to submit does not have enough depth, at worst it will be below average. I have lost all my drive, my mojo and as boon says it my 'kung fu'.

goodbye dean's list...hello grade 4. fuck!

i really could use a hug right now

somebody?


anybody?


please?