The god-knows-what post

I'm beginning to be really really lazy. I'm beginning to do everything at a sloth-like pace. I've been sitting in front of my comp, with the intention to start on my assignment since 10.30pm. Here I am, been doing god-knows-what, 2hrs later

Bad boy I am. Please whip me to shape. If you don't want to inflict pain onto me, how about nibbling my ears instead? (oops did i just mention my pet fetish a lil too loud??)

like a breath of fresh air...

I forgot to mention that Ashley came haunting back into our lives last saturday. Just too bad i was piled under a shit load of assignments and a presentation due that coming Monday. For I know for sure, I wished I had spent more time with her. Just like old times.

Her arrival, was like a breath of fresh air, a ray of sunlight and a thunderous storm (thunderous due to her laughter). Such are the aura that comes with her presence even though I spent a miniscule amount of time with her. I'm glad she didn't change much despite being caught in that turmoil called work. Although the only change is that she has now moved on from 'since you've been gone' to 'shakira shakira nananananan' (complete with a crab like dance, or should i say stance..heh). Turns out 'shakira shakira nananananan' happens to be 'hips don't lie'.

This was the girl that once spit coffee onto my face, this was the girl that once complained that we treat her like a boy, this was the girl that once ambled daily along the uni staff's corridor for consultations and this is the girl who brought happiness into our lifes.

So ashley, even though I didn't spend so much time with you, take heart that your presence made a whole load of difference.

Bring on the sun
So flowers won’t wilt
Bring on you smile
So our lives be filled
Gyrate you hands
Synchronise your hips
Just like old times
Good fun it reaps

and no, I am not in love with her, for she refuse to have a wedding with me at my void deck. *grinz*

right now...

right now I am just too lazy to start on my next assignment.
right now i am just too lazy to catch up on past tutorials that I did not complete as i was busy with report deadlines.
right now I am just too lazy to start on my ECON1310 quiz which is due this friday.
right now i am just too lazy to start on my IBUS3305 essay which is due next week.

right now i am suffering from Chalazion.
right now i look like this. (its been like this since last thursday)

and no i have not been peeping nor watching any porn. and yes I will see a doctor when my ass decides to get out of the house.

and yeah, right now, I have to deal with a rapper-wannabe as my housemate. He calls himself Boon Yo! yup, complete with an exclamation mark. =)

Boon Yo! says "YO!"

Chronicles of the Smelly, the Devil and the 50cents

today was the day that i nearly laughed my guts out. today was the day that i laughed till my cheeks went sore. today was the day i laughed, like there is no tomorrow.

Thanks Jing, Ethel and Davy (smelly, devil & 50cents) for being my motley crew. Like jing said, friends within my evoke set.

I can't seem to put a finger behind the antecedent for my sheer happiness today. Perhaps its that sense of relief that my presentation is over. But I doubt it, given I have one more essay to go. Rather, I believe that being far away from home, even more distant from your loved ones, the close friends that you develop here (not the transient ones though) will be your source of comfort.

So I am happy, even though much of our laughter today stems from the expense of the other. Sick jokes, Dirty ones ( especially from Jing), etc. It was as though a laughter was on sale and we bought it wholesale.

But to add to all the highs, the lows come crashing you down. For I know graduation will eventually lead to separation. So like everything in life, every ending seems to be bittersweet. But i take heart in knowing that these are the friends who brings out the youth in me, despite me being at a grand age of (drumroll please) 26.

Handsome, Devil, Smelly and 50 cents

Somehow you me and them

Somehow us and we

Somehow tomorrow holds it all

Somehow parting it will be

Certain laughs bring us joy

Certain in both you and me

Certain time will keep its march

Certain friends we will be

(Rahman, 2006)

my tribute to boon + pang

aren't they just sweet *winks

my friend the pilot

CONGRATS RON!!!!

now go practice ur "welcome on board SQ##...".
i know u will ace them interviews (time to plot ur revenge on those top 10 dude)

and hey, thanks for LETTING ME KNOW!!!!!

xian, thanx for being a trusted informer, all those 20cents invested in ur cab fare share did not go to waste =)

Rubix lurve HCM!! says:
rahman then hw nw?....feign ignorance or i did tell u?

like back in mono: relieved says:
im not going to feign anything

like back in mono: relieved says:
im gonna tell him that u tell me

like back in mono: relieved says:
u might as well tell him that u told me

Rubix lurve HCM!! says:
best

like back in mono: relieved says:
in fact...im going to blog abt it

Ron...u better start sharpening those nails ok? dont say i never warn u matey.

losing my mojo

im lagging big time.

i need someone to kick my ass right now. i refuse to be mediocre, yet my efforts scream lacklustre. I am not in the best frame of mind to do any work. I know this sounds like an excuse given I've blamed it on my state of health some time back, but they are valid excuses.

I refuse to be like everyone else. As much as i hate to admit it, i am extremely competitive. I hate to lose. But realistically, I know the reports I am about to submit does not have enough depth, at worst it will be below average. I have lost all my drive, my mojo and as boon says it my 'kung fu'.

goodbye dean's list...hello grade 4. fuck!

i really could use a hug right now

somebody?


anybody?


please?

life aint a pack of twisties

burnt out.
ive caved into a hole too deep
exhausted
from efforts to scurry out
like im skinned alive
a long painful process.


put oil rahman!!! juz one more report!! psycho babble not working for me right now. It aint fun having 2 reports due a day after the other. It aint fun when both reports require so much of my time. It aint fun when I'm done with 1 and I have lost the mental capability to start on the other. It aint fun when its due Mon and Tuesday.

someone get me out of here. PRONTO!