..and incessant ramblings..

Monday, June 20, 2005

my last paper, feels like running 2.4km all over again

Something's wrong with my blog. I'm not too sure if its just me, but everything on the side panel have gone missing. Profile, archives, tagboard...nada!! Arrgghh..i feel really helpless. Somehow i wish i was more techie, but then again i cringe at everything that is incomprehendable to layman (read: Javascript, C+++, html, etc). *sighz*. Ashley if you are reading this, I need your DIVINE intervention!!..and I will wait patiently till your exams are over.

Talking about exams, done are 3 papers. Yinternational Marrrkeding (say it the Jay Weerawardena way), Financial Mgt and Globalisation & Business. Papers were kinda manageable. Not too hard, not too easy. Given that 2 of the papers are of essay based questions (write till my hands went numb throughout 2 hours!!), it could either go my way or the other. Its more or less the case with every other essay based exams i suppose, no?

And now, I have Business Law to worry about. Unlike most other instituitions, UQ's will not be an open book format. Shucks! The cases I have to memorise, the laws stipulating each case, the sections of the law, the latin words (ab initio, caveat emptor, nemo dat quod habet, non est factum, prima facie ..ok ok ..i am showing off..enough!!).

All those to worry about and yet i woke up at 8pm today!!! 11 hours of sleep!*gasps*. Damn weather!!! why must it rain and be all chilly making me snuggle back to the comforts of my duvet??..why?? why??. I have like 4 more topics to go through and have yet to revise the whole thing again. Guess what?? the papers tomorrow!! Blardy weather!!!

I guess i started steam rolling, preparing for my exams a tad too early. Somehow I just lost the will to study towards the very end. Its like running that 2.4click, hoping to get a timing that earns you that gold badge on your army no.4 sleeve. You run too fast in the beginning, only to find yourself gasping for air halfway through. Your legs begin to feel like lead. That sick feeling in your stomach tempting you to vomit. Cold sweat dripping on your body..so guess what? You pratically walk towards the last end.

(hhmm...sounds like me haha, Sebast if you are reading this YOU ARE A LOUSY PACER!!..SGT Jeremy if you are reading this....Why must i do IPPT every time juz because i have a high silver??..why does those with low-average silver get to blardy slack in the bunk???!! I never did want to achieve GOLD anyway...didn't you not know that i served the army with minimum pride??!!!)

So running that too-fast-in-the-beginning-2.4 click is how i feel now. Though I tend to psyche myself to continue mugging, somehow all that self - motivation is somewhat futile. My brain just refuse to listen to my nagging mouth. Where is Anthony Robbins when i need him??!! haha

2 Comments:

Blogger compassioNAT said...

Hey Rahman..Thanks for dropping by my blog. Are you suffering from exam blues or what..sure sounds like you're chiding alot of people!

Anyway, good to hear from you again..who would have thought we would get in touch again like that. Good luck!

Wanfen

12:49 pm

 
Blogger bleuchiz said...

yeah t'was the exams babe. and no larh, aint chiding anyone larh. My alter ego was juz cussing them..heh.

I was randomly snooping other's blogs and chanced upon urs. i was like holy guacamole isnt this like wanfen??!! (ok din exactly say that..but it does sound dramatic)

yeah u take care in the mean time!

12:33 pm

 

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